Broken Days

I promise I won't miss you.
I promise I won't call you when I am lonely.
I promise I won't text you two weeks from now or two months from now saying that I am sorry.
But I wish you miss the way I looked at you 
I wish you miss our rides when I was dropping you home just to get those extra 30 min more to be with you
I wish you remember the way I smiled at you and tried to make you smile
I wish someday you hear my name and it makes your heart drop.
But don't miss me and don't come back
Because I have never loved anyone so deeply, but also I have never despised anyone less.
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I see you are happy..be that..but let me be
With me and my life
Don't block me but..
I want to see you
See you everyday..
And suffer
Suffer till the day..
I don't want to
Suffer
I wish to break down..and cry.. and wallow in pity
Break down everyday
Till the day I don't want it..
till the day
I don't want you anymore..

Does the sun promise to shine?

No, but it will

Even behind the darkest cloud it will.

 And no promise

will make it shine longer or brighter,

for that is its fate,

 To burn until it can burn no more.

So, to love you is not my promise,

for that is my fate,

To burn for you until I can burn no more.

By Atticus