She was sitting in the empty room having her dinner silently in the lonely house of hers. There was a void in her heart, the feeling of nothingness is all she possessed. Tiny droplets of water flowing through her eyes all the way down to her cheeks and empty plates and chairs haunted her. The furnitures were all dusty and rooms a total mess. She remembered the scene when she was passing by the park that made her envious of the kids who were playing in the park with their parents.
She envied them like anything because she never felt the joy herself. She never knew what it felt like to have parents. Parents who showered care and love for their children, protected them with everything they have got and even played with them in the park. She never knew what it was like to have a family and was all by herself right from the start. She was lonely. She wanted to have family dinner and wanted to laugh with them and also to restrict her from doing bad. She was all alone.
But then thinking about what she never had, seemed pointless. As she never had it, so imagining all those would give more pain then she already had. Thinking about all the lonely moments of her past just made her present miserable, so she decided not to think about it. And sometimes people just need to let go. Even when the life was so harsh on her she learned to deal things on her own. She was strong, self made and independent and was proud of that fact.
She envied them like anything because she never felt the joy herself. She never knew what it felt like to have parents. Parents who showered care and love for their children, protected them with everything they have got and even played with them in the park. She never knew what it was like to have a family and was all by herself right from the start. She was lonely. She wanted to have family dinner and wanted to laugh with them and also to restrict her from doing bad. She was all alone.
But then thinking about what she never had, seemed pointless. As she never had it, so imagining all those would give more pain then she already had. Thinking about all the lonely moments of her past just made her present miserable, so she decided not to think about it. And sometimes people just need to let go. Even when the life was so harsh on her she learned to deal things on her own. She was strong, self made and independent and was proud of that fact.
Do not Sulk on Things You Never Had Because Thinking About Them Would Only Give You Pain and Misery........
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