Let Her Go

*My Most Favorite Song*

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

The Search

As I'm growing older, I've realized that I know less about myself. I feel that I've developed a strong bond with the world but I've grown apart from myself.

I don't understand a lot of my actions, I don't understand most of my feelings. I feel lost and I'm wandering around unaware about my destination. I know I'm on a constant roller coaster of emotions.

and yet, I constantly seek to find myself amongst everyone I know. Everyone I confide in, I know I am searching for something within them. or searching for the person I am when I am in their presence. When I'm alone I feel like I need company and when I'm with them, I wish to run away.

Exactly two years ago, I know I was feeling confused and hurt.

Exactly one year ago, I know I was feeling content.

This year? I don't have an adjective to describe how I feel, I guess I am still searching. 

And the search for oneself goes on....