As I'm growing older, I've realized that I know less about myself. I feel that I've developed a strong bond with the world but I've grown apart from myself.
I don't understand a lot of my actions, I don't understand most of my feelings. I feel lost and I'm wandering around unaware about my destination. I know I'm on a constant roller coaster of emotions.
and yet, I constantly seek to find myself amongst everyone I know. Everyone I confide in, I know I am searching for something within them. or searching for the person I am when I am in their presence. When I'm alone I feel like I need company and when I'm with them, I wish to run away.
Exactly two years ago, I know I was feeling confused and hurt.
Exactly one year ago, I know I was feeling content.
This year? I don't have an adjective to describe how I feel, I guess I am still searching.
And the search for oneself goes on....
I don't understand a lot of my actions, I don't understand most of my feelings. I feel lost and I'm wandering around unaware about my destination. I know I'm on a constant roller coaster of emotions.
and yet, I constantly seek to find myself amongst everyone I know. Everyone I confide in, I know I am searching for something within them. or searching for the person I am when I am in their presence. When I'm alone I feel like I need company and when I'm with them, I wish to run away.
Exactly two years ago, I know I was feeling confused and hurt.
Exactly one year ago, I know I was feeling content.
This year? I don't have an adjective to describe how I feel, I guess I am still searching.
And the search for oneself goes on....
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